holidays finally

after much days without sleep, finally holidays are here. but that doesn't mean im very confident of my test, i didn't get any sleep during the tests and there will be bound for mistakes here and there.
but what matters now that its over, finally.
on 8 december, i became older. though im pretty sure there won't be any difference, other than my friends won't have to complain about watching M18 movies with me.

recently, went out to town with friends and i bought an iPod touch 32gb. all thanks to my parents, really appreciate it. on another part, i treated myself to buy Call of Duty MW2. i wanted to get the prestige edition but it cost $280+. thats unfortunate but i guess im fine without it.

and i really need to repair my guitar since soon ruzaini will take back his and im left with a cracked one which is mine. i really loved that guitar but im not sure whether to tend to it or just leave it as it is. i felt like getting a newer and better audio interfaces, but im not financially sure how.
its official, gaming and music has literally taken over my life.
so much for being 18 -.-

18 years

Thank you God, family, friends for everything so far in this 18 years.

Once again, thanks for all your wishes. 
(:

december blues

My family is going to leave around 6 hours time from now, so i hope they will have a good time overseas, of course its only 3 days though i wished i could follow but due to school, ill have to pass on.
Everybody seems busy studying, and ive yet to start on mine, too much wasting time.
No plans for the weekend at all, felt like playing soccer after such a long time, but everyone's busy.
And since im going to be alone in the house for this weekend, it felt like such a chore preparing food for myself.

And these few days, is it me or its just that there seems to be alot of heat going on. whats happening.
maybe its december.

face the music

felt so giddy after school today. i didn't know whats the cause of it though, and because of this i had a hell of a time going back home after school, bumpy ride made it even worse.
so recently i received an email saying i was debarred from maths common test. i was pissed off because i didn't think my attendance record was bad, nevertheless there were some classmates along with me who got it too.

already send my appeal form to the teacher or director, and i really pray it works. and the ones who got debarred along with me all lived at the north-east or east side. so isnt it obvious why we were always late, even for other lessons? having said that, im sick of facing this kind of judgement ever since the attachment incident a year ago, certainly i hope this is the last.

oh yeah, happy birthday to my father on the 1st of Dec.
a year past by so fast this time, maybe there's so many things that happen drastically to everyone here, including one which was a shocker, though i won't elaborate much on this here.. but things has changed. hopefully for the better.

@$%^#$%*#%^*(

I GOT FREAKING DEBARRED FROM BLOODY MATHS.
NO WARNING LETTERS OR WHATSOEVER
AND I ONLY MISSED 3 TIMES FOR FREAKING SAKE.

I'M DARN PISSED RIGHT NOW BLOODY SCHOOL. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU HAVE AGAINST ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Broke, once again.

Self - portrait, collaged.

finally, after 6 weeks Art & Design class is over.

really glad to finally hand in the journal and research to lecturer this afternoon, workload is decreased.. for now. whatever it is, i'm glad about all my artwork so far, feels great knowing some work is paid off.

but that doesn't mean everything's over and done.

another IS module starts on 7 dec, and its Drama & Poetry. great, drama or acting and me don't fit at all, thanks to me thinking that i only have to choose one module.

I'm way behind time for maths. and i don't understand why do we have to take maths, no relation whatsoever to the course, and besides this is the final maths im going to take for this 3 years. so whats the point of doing when you're gonna just stop halfway in year 2 and not advance in maths at all? nevermind, its not about hating maths, its about the time consumed doing maths.

on the other note, finally got my hands on Assassin Creed 2. freaking awesomee, those who have played assassin creed 1 would definitely love this sequel. it seems like even more of a new game compared to its predecessor. i thought of wanting to purchase the collector's edition, but it was sold out, 1 day after its release. damn, i wanted the Ezio figurine >:(

i really wished time would past by fast, so during the term break, i would stay up all day night long to play this game.

and im broke once again. in 1 and a half weeks, ive bought two games which caused nearly 170 dollars. and thats considered alot of money. i've got 14 games currently so approximately i used up around 1k dollars just for games. even though i starved and saved all my allowance money to buy the games, this is one hell of a bad habit, but.. heh.

Pledge.

20 days, I pledged.

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Gaming geek.

bought Dragon Age : Origins Collector's Edition recently. the hype and news revolving around the game is huge. read forums and seen playthroughs satisfied my urge to buy this game.

this edition goes along with a free shirt and an actual map of the world inside.

BUT, there's been one issue that has been disturbing me now, the freaking framerate.

i can't believe this kind of game has framerate issues which utterly made me so annoyed everytime i played it, its like you're playing a game on a lag computer only that the image is stuttering, but everywhere else stays clean. there's been complaints all around the world about this framerate issues but it seems not all were affected, nonetheless, im trying my very best to make this game worth it.

i get a feeling that im becoming more of a hardcore gamer nowadays, a gaming geek who has no life playing games all day long. lol, seems harsh but what else to do other than games and music.

whatever it is, i wonder when will be the time when i actually do something meaningful for myself and others. been a long time it is.

family is going genting highlands from 11 - 13 december. my mother as usual asked me and my friends along too BUT, its common test week. i swear its been really a long time since i actually went out holidays with family. dreaded the fact now but no choice, i just cant skip out exams.

what kind of life am i living in now, lol.